Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 11:31 PM
apathy's the key word here.
been feeling lots of apathy recently. i'm tired. i think i really need a break from it all. and now i'm home alone. which is a bit scary. but i guess it's a relief in a way? one less group of people to deal with.
watching project runway, doing a lot less than i should.
i hope that the heaviness does stay any longer than it has to. it's been 4 months, 7 days and 16 and a half hours. and i don't think it's getting much easier.
a flower my mom grew. she said that it was the only bulb that flowered of all the ones she planted. and this was the extra bulb she tossed aside into a pot with very little soil and no water. little miracles.
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